Thursday, January 17, 2008
is there a god?
i don't know.
i've had a crisis of faith this year. i don't think i believe in god anymore.
i want to believe that there is a god (and that jesus is him). but i don't know if i can anymore. i don't know if i do anymore. i don't know if i want to anymore.
maybe we're it, you know? maybe the only reason for being good and kind and honest is the sheer sake of being good and kind and honest.
i've posted these gerbera daisies because i love daisies (they're my favorite flowers. and of all the varieties, i love these best. i can't explain it. they're gorgeous and yet humble, if that makes sense), but also because they really make me want to believe in a higher power.